a shell without soul

I don't wanna face the fact, i am running away from the truth. I just can't think about it.
I tried not to think about it by watching movies, dramas again and again and again repetitively, until my eyes couldn't open up anymore.

No matter how i don't want to think about it, whenever i walk out to the living room, all i can feel is a empty shell, that without soul. Shells without a soul, it's just a lifeless empty shell. A soul that lefts the body is just simply a puppet that doesn't has any expression or emotions. sigh