January 16, 2010

i miss him. :(

Everything is just so FUCK UP in this first MONTH of 2010.

deadline is approaching one by one, and yet! i still have to face many other problem!

now it just has to give me a WORSE MOMENT of everything. At the peak moment of this, i have been told by my mum whether i m free to go back Bentong. And this news shakes into the bottom of my heart, tears dripping out of my eye non-stop, i could only cry out loud, nothing i could do being far apart with my family. I am alone in my house, suffering from the lost and i couldn't goes back to see him for the last time.

at the moment i receive the news, i feel like being torn apart, unable to control my emotions anymore.
Just how many time i have to cont. stab by a knife into my heart.

I couldn't imagine the family is breaking apart, when he left us.



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