Life Experience

Isn't it for me to grown up? and stop acting to be dumb? stop acting to make myself like i ain't capable of doing anything?

Ya you're right.... this isn't anytime left for me acting somebody i am not anymore ....
Time for me acting serious, but still i miss those time being childish among 5 Jasmin group...
kinda miss it.... maybe i being to emotional, but cant help it....those people really is my buddy that help me went through hard time, and enjoyable time....

I know that i always kacau aristal, but haha ^^.
Never think of that, i still miss the time that being with them... joy, wonderful moment, sad, angry .... we almost experience those in 5 J ....ha ha

but now....we separated and move on to our college life ..... some of them might suffer a bit cause assignment, difficulty of the course, but hope them do well in the future, with my true & sincerely bless to them, wishing them ALL THE BEST.

I may look like an idiot, dummy, clumsy, blur person....or there might be more .... but i still know that what is going on around me..... i not fully an idiot as i may look, sometimes "don't judge the book by its cover" , who you are, how is your personality is, i know it all .....

Who is my real true friends, i myself know it clearly then anyone else.....
Who is friends that only know take advantage from me, I know it MORE CLEAR, more Specific then ANYONE.

sometimes, i am Mad that why be good person...is so hard thing to do....cuz ppl will never appreciates thing u done for them, i mean NEVER.

If your friends are you think is really your friend, let me remind something out loud.... real friend doesn't call u stupid, and keep scolding rude words.....

When i went out to work, not under any friends of my parents...i experience more.....that there are many kind of people out there in the world.... sometime even i blindfold my eye sight...but still i can't lie myself that, this is what human nature really are... i may sounded like i am a person that very, hmmph... how do you say that in english... xD
"伟大"......

but i ain't not ....i js a person that wanted to speak it out something i don't like.....

*Arghhhh*